from emo to porno

Sunday, May 04, 2008

The previous post was more of a dare. Like, I dare you to not reread this exchange of words, I dare you to scroll past this! It's off my chest, deleted from my phone and into a recycling bin of material to manipulate for my book/novel/screenplay, whenever I need to interject dialogue between a narcissistic female lead and an apathetic heartache.

About 3 minutes after hitting publish, I put ice over my eyes to calm the swelling and my night looked a lot better.

Pike picked me up from my mother's house and drove down to my old middle school. A while back, I tried to pull something off right behind the girl's locker room. I kept that spot in mind for future nighttime rendezvouses. We stop for a cigarette and he bravely tells me what he thinks of me and what he wants from me. It feels good to make it abundantly clear what we are doing with each other. When he's talking to me, it's hard to forget how dirty he is. "You are going to do what you're going to do. But it's okay as long as you come back to me. Now get back on your knees and suck my dick like you've been wanting to all your life."

My eyes shift and I play dumb, "tell me how, I don't know what to do." He grabs my hair and tells me to kiss his cock. I press my lips against the tip, "like that?" His mouth is wide open and his cock is dancing, doing cock push-ups against my face. I smile and keep playing dumb.

"Now open your mouth and suck on the head," I follow his order but with the intensity of a shy cocksucker and not the caliber of a real blowjob queen.

"Now suck on the head harder and make it pop out of your mouth." I softly wrap my lips around the head and look straight up at him. I suck softly and his eyes widen as he's waiting for my lips to make that pop sound and pop him out of my mouth.

"Suck it, baby, please stop teasing me." I swirl my tongue against the head even slower, slurping off the precum.

"I said, fucking suck it!" He grabs my head and pushes it down on his cock. My mouth is open and ready to take it all. He starts fucking my mouth really good.

He grabs me and pulls me up, "bend over against the wall!" I stick my ass up and before I could turn my head to look at him, he's already thrusting deep inside me. Wow. It played like a rape fantasy with his hand over my mouth and him grunting into my ears. He rams me harder and harder, absolutely relentless and he keeps whispering in my ear that we cum so hard together that I fall back into him.

It's good to be a tease sometimes 'cause you still get what you want in the end.